I have the beginnings of this on an actual piece of canvas. Might post that sometime after I finish that version. For now, here's the digital version.
I felt like I wanted to get part of my inner struggle with bipolar disorder as art. To express it in a way words can't.
I always try to think positively, and try to keep my head up. But my mask for the outside world sometimes does break....
I've been much better lately, due to my meds being increased, but still....
I owe and owe to bills.
I owe $1300 to vet bill, which isn't my number 1 priority.
I owe $709 to power, which IS a priority.
I can barely make rent, because I'm sick all the time.
And added bonus is my ISP has now been like "you have until end of monday to come up with $130." Internet is how I contact the outside world.
I have my feelings of despair and the like.
I'm not putting up some sort of gofundme, because I've done enough of that.
If you wanna toss me a donation, I'm not gonna turn those down, even so much as $1 will help.... here: www.twitch.tv/yaminohere
There's a donation button on my stream page.
I just feel the despair eating away at me. But I'll keep trying day by day. Least I could do.