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Despair by chiyokokai
Despair
I have the beginnings of this on an actual piece of canvas.  Might post that sometime after I finish that version.  For now, here's the digital version.
I felt like I wanted to get part of my inner struggle with bipolar disorder as art.  To express it in a way words can't.
I always try to think positively, and try to keep my head up.  But my mask for the outside world sometimes does break....
I've been much better lately, due to my meds being increased, but still....
I owe and owe to bills.
I owe $1300 to vet bill, which isn't my number 1 priority.
I owe $709 to power, which IS a priority.
I can barely make rent, because I'm sick all the time.
And added bonus is my ISP has now been like "you have until end of monday to come up with $130."   Internet is how I contact the outside world.
Just ugh.
I have my feelings of despair and the like.
I'm not putting up some sort of gofundme, because I've done enough of that.
If you wanna toss me a donation, I'm not gonna turn those down, even so much as $1 will help....  here: www.twitch.tv/yaminohere  There's a donation button on my stream page.

I just feel the despair eating away at me.  But I'll keep trying day by day.  Least I could do.
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For fun by chiyokokai
For fun
Did a thingy of a buncha friends on WoW that was inspired by this: tinyurl.com/jd82zyw

From left to right we have:
Faebelina 
Myself
Naerchan
Cadychan 
Brandi 
roxiqt 
Osephala
Fathym
Aelela
Veliara
(ps if you guys have DA accounts, let me know!)

Used this texture pack by zummerfish zummerfish.deviantart.com/art/…
(There stuff is amazing, holy crap).  
Also used these AMAZING Fractal Wing brushes by flashtuchka flashtuchka.deviantart.com/art…
(I love them soooo much <3)

Found the crests on wowpedia.org but they did not have a source.  If you made them, please let me know!! <3
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For Mooble! by chiyokokai
For Mooble!
And another birthday present done! <3  Happy belated birthday to ya Mooble!  <3 You're a pretty cool dude.

Used this texture pack by zummerfish zummerfish.deviantart.com/art/…

(There stuff is amazing, holy crap).  
Also used these AMAZING Fractal Wing brushes by flashtuchka flashtuchka.deviantart.com/art…
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For Xy by chiyokokai
For Xy
For my good friend Xy as a birthday present.  It's a bit late, as WMV was being a butt :P
Xy is a silly butt, and I quite enjoy their shenanigans. XD 

Used this texture pack by zummerfish zummerfish.deviantart.com/art/…
(There stuff is amazing, holy crap).  
Also used these AMAZING Fractal Wing brushes by flashtuchka flashtuchka.deviantart.com/art…
Seriously, helped with the fracture on the ground a TON! <3
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Pepe by chiyokokai
Pepe
I was bored and decided to doodle a Pepe from World of Warcraft!  I adore this lil bird! <3 
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Kai
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I play games, draw, and write stuffs o.o @yaminohere
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